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Guess What [11 Nov 2002|04:28pm]
_darling. My new journal. Leave a comment there and I'll add you!

All My Love,
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Guess What... [11 Nov 2002|04:26pm]
Hey Everyone!

Guess what I got... A NEW JOURNAL. Hit me up at _darling and I'll add you to my friends list!

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Will you remember me, because I know I won't forget you... [01 Nov 2002|04:57pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]


  • The Weather Outside Is: Clear blue skies and pretty.
  • Wondering: How much I dislike cramps and whether or not I can do something this weekend.
  • Wishing: That I felt better.
  • Munching On: Nothing. I just had McDonalds though.
  • Slurping Down: Orange HiC from McDonalds.
  • My Silly Hair Is: Down and curled under.
  • Looking Stylish In: Bell sleeved top, embordiered jeans, charm braclet.
  • Downloading: Nothing. No Kazaa for awhile.
  • Seeing: Abercrombie.com
  • Chatting To: Nobody. No more AOL for a long time


Wow. Long time no write. And this time it wasn't because I was lazy, it's because I was seriously a bad kid. Yeah. I got two C's on my midterm so I got in some trouble. I got the computer taken out of my room, I wasn't allowed to go to the Incubus concert, and I was restricted which basically means I couldn't really do anything fun. It's not bunco at all. But, I'm doing really well in school now [straight A's I do believe] so, I should be back to somewhat normal soon.

Anyways. School is the same old. I've been working extra hard to keep all my homework and grades up so I've been busy with that. My Cross Country is offically over which is nice and sad at the same time. It's a huge time opener but I'll miss the girls and stuff. But hey, NEXT SEASON! LOL.

Student Council is so much fun this year. Today we picked out our background and tickets for Winter Formal. Everything for that dance is going to be so cute. The theme is "Baby It's Cold Outside" and everything is sapphire, silver, glistening white with snowmen and snowflakes. It's so pretty. The only bad thing is that I'm going to be out of town for it [CALIFORNIA BABY!]. But, that's okay...

Well, I'd better get going. More later!
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I'm a bad kid... [25 Oct 2002|03:51pm]
No more regular updates from me for awhile. I didn’t do as well as I should have last semester so now I’m in a bit of a pickle. No more Incubus concert, computer in my room, and I’m “restricted”. So yeah… I’ll update again as soon as I’m allowed to!
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'Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions... [22 Oct 2002|05:14pm]
[ mood | sick ]


  • The Weather Outside Is: Kind of cloudy but sunny. It's nice weather too.
  • Wondering: Whether or not I can go to the store tonight.
  • Wishing: That I felt okay and that someone [*coughJDcough*] could be here with me to make me feel better.
  • Munching On: Nothing... I'm not hungry.
  • Slurping Down: Nothing... my throat hurts. I should go get some orange juice.
  • My Silly Hair Is: In a bun.
  • Looking Stylish In: Pretty pink shirt and khaki capris.
  • Downloading: "Timberwolves At New Jersey" by Taking Back Sunday.
  • Seeing: Windows Media player and Microsoft Word.
  • Chatting To: Nobody


Back to school. It's exactly the same which is kind of comforting. Sharee and I still complain about X-Country, Steve is still annoying, Pete and I still get mad at one another, and we still talk about our lives in English. It's all good once again.

Today was good. I got all of my homework done last night. I kind of slacked last sememster so this sememster I'm doing double time. My goal is all A's. I think I can do it. I saw JD this morning. I caught his eyes when he was looking at me before second period. He was looking at me yesteday when I was talking to Blaine and Tasha. It's nice. Matt is doing the same thing though too. I want him to stop because he's not cool. But, that's okay.

I wish I was born in October. It's such a perfect month. The weather is beautiful, everything is good. It's perfect.

Well, I think I'm going to write. More tommorow...

Survey...Collapse )
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In your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth... [18 Oct 2002|03:14pm]
[ mood | hungry ]


  • The Weather Outside Is: Sunny and cool. Very nice.
  • Wondering: Who will be at the game and will be a car wash ticket from me tonight? Hint, hint all you DVHS people.
  • Wishing: My mouth didn't hurt like no other mother and PSAT's were next weekend.
  • Munching On: Nothing
  • Slurping Down: Just finished a glass of Coke. Yum.
  • My Silly Hair Is: Down and waiting to be curled.
  • Looking Stylish In: White mens undershirt and my favorite jeans which of course are way huge.
  • Downloading: Nothing.
  • Seeing: Windows Media player and Susie's [materialgrl82] journal
  • Chatting To: Nobody


Ouch. My mouth is in so much pain. It's not even funny. I had to wake up at 6:15 this morning to be at the dentist at 7:00 to get a couple cavitities filled [thanks to my teeth having "deep groves"] and get sealents put on. I was numb until about 12:30. Ewww. And I drooled a lot just like Gregg said I was going to. Bouvier.

So anyways. I made a new temporary layout yesterday. I'm currently in the process of finding a new background image but I like this whole Pretty Pink and Mandy Moore thing going on. I think she's fantastic. So who knows. Maybe I'll keep this one up for awhile and put something else up later.

Oh... I get to sell car wash tickets at the football game tonight. I'm going to harrass all my JV buddies into buying one. LOL. I'm good at that and Pete will do anything I say. Not really because we hate each other. Just kidding. He's my Ant Boy so I have to love him. So tonight I'll be looking sexy in my Cross Country shirt. Booya.

Our new TV is the sex. It's awesome. It's like frightfully huge. I'm afraid to touch it because I think it's going to gobble up my brain or something. Muahaha...

Well... I'm going to go curl my hair and put it up even though I'm just going to shower it out before the game. I know I'm weird. More later...

Survey stolen from Susie...Collapse )
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I'm a High School lover... [16 Oct 2002|08:46pm]
  • The Weather Outside Is: Dark and slightly overcast.
  • Wondering: What Susie and I's story will be like...
  • Wishing: That I could go to the party tonight.
  • Munching On: Lemonade popsicle
  • Slurping Down: Water
  • My Silly Hair Is: Flippy Bun thingy.
  • Looking Stylish In: Thunder This shirt, khaki shorts.
  • Downloading: Nothing.
  • Seeing: Windows Media player and IM's.
  • Chatting To: Susie and Gregg


Blah. Actually today wasn't as boring as I planned. Though, it was still boring.

Basically I sat around here, went to Safeway, made cake and cassorle, talked to Susie [materialgrl82] and Gregg and then went to the meet. The meet was actually fun. I hung out with Megan, Jeff, Brian, Evan and some other random guys and we gave water to the runners. It was pretty cool. I also talked to Sharee and she's going to come over to make Sopillas on Halloween so were going to have lives together that night. LOL.

Ooo... Susie and I have started our story. It's going to kick major pigs. I swear. It's pretty dang cool. I love the names of the character we've picked out and the storyline. It's going to be one of the better ones I've written I think.

I took a couple tests today....
Test Results!Collapse )

Well yeah.... I'm going to go. More tomorrow.
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Scent of sex and New Found Glory playing as she's pulling back her hair... [15 Oct 2002|08:20pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I was bored so I took a survey...Collapse )

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And the ocean calls it says find that girl before she's gone... [15 Oct 2002|03:36pm]
[ mood | giddy ]


  • The Weather Outside Is: Kind of overcast but still pretty sunny.
  • Wondering: When will our new fridge be hooked up?
  • Wishing: That it wasn't so cold in my house and that I could go somewhere.
  • Munching On: Nothing
  • Slurping Down: Nothing. I should probably go get some water.
  • My Silly Hair Is: Messy ponytail.
  • Looking Stylish In: Black Roxy tank top and khaki capris.
  • Downloading: Nothing. Kazaa isn't even on.
  • Seeing: Windows Media player.
  • Chatting To: No one. AOL isn't on either.


Holy Sugar!

Sheesh. Sebastien Lefebvre aka Seb [or as I call him Sebby Poo... don't ask... long story about being in Canada] from Simple Plan is almost as cute as his lovely bandmate Captian Bouvier and you must be pretty darn attractive to be compared to the man who is the epitome of attractivness [next to Paul of GC of course]

Anyhoo, today was boring once again. I went to the dentist and I have a cavity and I have to get sealents on the upper molars. Blah. So basically at 7:00 AM on Friday I get the privlege of being at the dentist. Eww. Other then that I talked to Ashley about our WH project, talked to Susie [materialgrl82] about writing a story together and sat around here. Pretty fun.

Last night I watched Donnie Darko. That's such a good movie. I'm offically afraid of people named Frank who wear Bunny Suits. LOL. It's an awesome movie though. Jake Gyleenhaal and Jena Malone [she was in Life as a House which is another awesome movie] played really good characters.

Well, I must be going. The people are here for the fridge. More later...

OOOO! Wait before I forget! Look what I learned today:

CLICK ME BABY!Collapse )
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It's eating me alive to leave you... [14 Oct 2002|08:10pm]
[ mood | geeky ]


  • The Weather Outside Is: Cloudy and dark. No stars X(.
  • Wondering: Wow. I like my MTX collage!
  • Wishing: I could get a hug from JD. XD!
  • Munching On: Homemade choclate-chip cookie!
  • Slurping Down: Milk [what else?]
  • My Silly Hair Is: Messy and curly bun.
  • Looking Stylish In: White tank top and green capri pajama pants.
  • Downloading: "Donnie Darko" so I can watch it tonight!
  • Seeing: My latest idea in Word.
  • Chatting To: No one. "Writing..." away message is up.

Hehehe... that current stuff is cute. I think I might just start doing that because I think it's so cute. Muhaha...

Anyways. First day of FALL BREAK. As you can tell by all of the test results and work on the journal to give it this awesome Hayden Christensen layout [major props to Thru-A-Lens for the awesome background and howto for the help with everything.] I've been a very bored chicklet. Otherwise today I just hung out, helped Dad with his computer, watched TV, and wrote.

Ooo. We're getting a new TV and fridge. The fridge comes tomorrow and it's the first fridge we've gotten with the ice dispenser and water thing in the door so Katie is stoked about being able to push buttons. The TV comes Thursday and it's slick like no other mother. It's flippin' huge and it's one of those HDTV's. It's pretty rad.

Other then that I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. Blah. I also decided that I think I have a crunch on JD like I thought over the summer. I don't know. He's always looking at me with that classic "I like you" look and I do think he's kinda cute. I don't know. All my friends are telling me that Matt [aka Evil Man] likes me. I'm like "Umm... I'm way over him." Hopefully nothing happens there.

Well, I'm going to go. I want to do some writing before I watch Donnie Darko. More tomorrow.
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Just stay away... Stay away... [14 Oct 2002|02:59pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I stole this from Susie [materialgrl82] because I could not resist it!

---What fast food condiment are you?---

"Outgoing, funny and a great friend to have around."

That's what they always tell me... LOL.
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And won't you think I'm pretty when I'm standing top the bright lit city... [14 Oct 2002|12:42pm]
Bored again. Haha...


Haha... I heart Jake almost as much as Paul.

That's it. I'm all FALL BREAK know so most likely I'll be bored and updating almost everyday when I'm not doing my World History project, writing, or doing other stuff.

Well, Dad want's me off the computadora. More later!
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[12 Oct 2002|07:58pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

Just for kicks...

What GC Boy are you?

"Paul -- Smart. Funny. Beautiful. Kind. Holy damn, is there anything you're NOT good at? Keep it up." Dude... Paul is the hottest man alive. I feel so honored at the moment.
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I dare you to lift yourself off of the floor... [11 Oct 2002|05:01pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Yeah... I'm pretty cool. Take a look.

eat dirt. i win.

Muhahaha... that made my day.

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And I find hope when I'm let down, not in me, in you... [09 Oct 2002|06:56pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Hahaha... I'm bored and I don't want to do homework so here are some nifty quizzes for you to take!

What's your Personality Type?

Hehehe... so very true.

Which Song Features You

Another song to download!

what type of book are you?

I agree

What Kind of Beauty Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

"You're a breath of low-mainentance air, aren't you?"... Hehe, Yep.

Well, that's it for now. I've got to shower and then get that blasted homework done. More later..
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In many ways they'll miss the good old days someday... [06 Oct 2002|02:20pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Well, well, well. I'm back. Or at least hopefully I'm back. Sorry for the lackage of updatage. My life is hectic, crazy, and full of chaos. Yes indeed. Whirlwind is the perfect word I would use to describe it at the moment. LOL. So anyways here's some updates on what's been going on:

  • Gregg: Haha... very confusing story here. I've given him the three strikes were friends deal. There was Sadies where he couldn't go [1], the football game where he ignored me [2], and most recently homecoming [3]. Basically for the whole homecoming he said he had a surprise and the surprise turned out to be how he asked this girl to homecoming. Needless to say I was pretty upset because I thought that we might have had something but we don't. I'm just happy being his friend and that's where I think we are going to stay.

  • Cross Country: Well, this has been crazy lately. We had a invite in Tucson which we won and a couple meets that we won too. But, yesterday we had Doug Conley and we only got third. Coach is mad at us because of it too. It's weird perfection is something that everyone is expecting from me now and it's just not working.

  • School and Other: Ahh, school is just the same. A lot of work and barely any time. But, what else is new? Student Council is going really well. We're selling Hot Chocolate and having a dinner night for our fundraisers. Family is weird again. Mom is always upset and that makes everyone else upset. I wish I could just get away from it for awhile and that everything would go back to normal but I don't think that will happen anytime soon. Everything is confused with that.

So do you see why I haven't exactly updated in awhile. Hahaha. Well, I've got English to do and a mother to talk to. So here are some banners and I'll write more later...

The What Soda Are You Quiz

Hahaha... true.

What Do You Wear to Bed?

Once again true

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She wishes god would give her some answers and make her feel beautiful... [03 Oct 2002|09:08pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Ahhh... life is a big whirlwind right now. I'm too tired to do a real update now so I'm just going to post some quiz results...

I'm Jamie Sullivan!

I love this movie...

I'm Alyssa!

I love this movie too... WOW!

What American Idol Are You?

Haha... her description matches me so well.

Scott Barringer

Which Hayden Christensen Character are you?

You do not understand how much I loved this show. I like Hayden back in 7th grade when all the girls used to ask who the guy on my binder was [it was Hayden]. Good golly.
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[22 Sep 2002|06:55pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Whoa. I haven't updated in a week. That's sad but, what can you do when your busy all day, everyday. LOL. Life's been so hectic lately. I'm always doing something. I barely have time to sleep anymore! But, I love having stuff to due. It keeps me in control. But, anyways let me elaborate on this past week:

  • Sadie Hawkins: Well, this didn't turn out as expected at all. I got online on Saturday to get Gregg's address and luckily he was on. So, I was talking to him and he asked what I was doing that day and I told him I had just gotten back from Kate's soccer game, then I had to clean, and then I'd pick him up. After I said that he goes "I feel like such a dick" and I asked him why. Apparently on Friday night he stayed out until 1 o'clock AM and his Mom didn't give him a chance to explain why and grounded him saying that he couldn't be out past 8 o'clock this weekend and the next. So, needless to say we didn't go. I was thinking about going with Cross Country but I thought again and decided not too because a lot of people knew that we were going together and I didn't want anything said about him or me if I went alone. I know tomorrow I'll have fun explaining this all. LOL.

  • School- Wow. Not much happened. LOL. Let's see I have a big Spanish project tomorrow, I had a test in English on Tuesday, and I'm not failing World History. Hooray. Anyways. Lynne and Colby aren't doing well. I feel bad because they were so cute and now their having problems. Oh well. Student Council is going well. Our dance is going to kick all the other dances butts. Booya.

  • Cross Country- I'm running again Monday. I'm excited. I haven't run since about last Tuesday. My knees just got really bad and it hurt so much to run. But, I'm ready to go back.

So, that was my week, days, or whatever. Pretty eventful, huh? LOL. Well, I'm gonna go. More later.
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Harmonicas sound really funny... [15 Sep 2002|07:03pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Booya. I had a good weekend so I'm happier then I have been lately. Ahh... the stress is gone. It feels so nice.

Let's see. I got my Sadies outfit. Or what I had to buy of it at least. I got this really pretty, lacy, cream colored, peasent style top. It shows off my chest a bit more then I would want but hey, you only live once. I also got this leather necklece with an amber colored pendant. It's kind of hard to explain but it is quite lovely. I got earrings to match too. I also got a Roxy tank top and new earrings that I'm going to wear tomorrow. So in all I'm going to wear the above with my white tank top under the shirt, my Roots jeans, and I'm going to make my hair pretty for Sadies. I'm still a little confused about my shoeage but maybe I'll find some when I go shopping with cross country on Friday. That is if I go.

Ahhh... speaking of cross country I royally sucked sushi at our first meet. I got like 37th. Yeah. I did not run the best I could but that day was a mondo bad day. Let me explain:

Leah's Really Bad Day: Wednesday, the 11th

  • It was the one year anniversary of Sept. 11th
  • I woke up late
  • I got stung by a scorpion three times on my butt and once of my hand when I put on my warm-ups
  • Had gross looking hair because I didn't have time to finish curling it
  • Got a four inch long bruise on my thigh curtosey of my desk and Johnny's desk in WH. It's about the most unattractive thing a person [esp. a girl] could have on their thigh.
  • Ran a terrible meet, and felt like I was going to collapse afterwards.
  • Got sick again

Yeah. It was not a spiffy day but, hey, I talked to Gregg. I like talking to him. He's such a nice guy and we relate to one another. I'm very happy I asked him to Sadies.

Friday was the first Clipboard Crew day. Erin and I tag teamed and we got a lot of input from kids. We talked to everyone from her friends to mine, really rude froshs to the JV football team. The JV guys are interesting. It was Pete, Jacob, Travis, Richard and Phil, Andy, and Mike were there but didn't say anything. Richard, Pete, and Jacob were like "We don't go to dances because there is no nudity", Travis was like "I have X-Box" and Jacob was saying "Pete goes for the cute boys." Travis kept rambling about his X-Box and Pete kept putting his arms around and on me. At one point he was hugging me and then he was leaning on me. Blah. But, hey he's my friend and there is no attraction so I didn't mind to much. Jacob has really nice eyes. LOL.

Well, yeah that was about my week if you add in talking to Gregg a lot and going to Oscar's with X-Country. Blah, I'm so relieved and all caught up. Now I can be normal again. Hooray.

Argh. I gotta go. We're eating soon and I still have to write an RN and do my Drivers Ed. Booya. More later...
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There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl... [14 Sep 2002|09:47pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this thirteen hour drive
I miss the grinded concrete where we sat past eight or nine
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?
There is...

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter
In every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?
There is...

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?
There is...

Another very true song...
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